well i thank everyone for their help and opinions. and i don't believe that i could, i just don't know if i could. i didn't know if there was a precedence for this happening which i think is what i wanted to know. Parkour is always going to be important to me and i'll always want to do it. i'll always want to make it an important part of my life. just being where i have been for the past couple of days made me want to just forget about everything you know? but i know that i need to get my priorities in order and my job is first. but i do think that at some point i am going to take a road trip ...